Paper Café
2004 |
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Ms. Bell / Mr.
Kuzniewski: 9th grade |
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LOST IN THE DARK
by Claire Campagne
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It all began in the
night…a dark night. I was going for a walk during the afternoon when
suddenly, it got dark. The fog settled little by little…Soon, I
couldn’t see the nearest tree. Panic-stricken, I began to run in all
directions. The wood was dark and vast. I couldn’t see anymore, like
a blind girl. The moon was absent in the black sky, so were the
stars. My glasses weren’t helpful. I was lost.
Everything seemed unfamiliar to me, I felt
powerless and vulnerable. Everything around me was quiet. Too quiet.
The wind blew through the leaves of the scary trees. Their branches
were like bones, which changed them into frightening skeletons,
wearing rags. No matter how scary it was, I tried to take fresh
heart, to be brave and to continue on my way. I made up my mind to
walk straight ahead, without thinking, without wondering. Just
walking.
All at once, I felt a
cold sensation on my cheek. A drop flattened on my skin. It was
raining… The earth began to turn into mud. I had to be very careful
not to slide and fall. I was thinking, “Remember, be strong in your
head, be strong…”
Completely wet, I continued on my way. Soon, all
began to turn into dark. I used the rain streaming down my face to
mix my tears. I was in fact a little girl, very sensitive, like all
little girls. I missed my teddy bear, my bed, Mom and Dad…I realized
that I was totally lost. So I decided to take a break, to stop
walking. I sat down, on a big stone, me, lonely, right in the middle
of the dark wood, without anybody. Only the wind kept me company. I
started to think, to think about anything, everything…
A happy thought came in my mind. The Father
Christmas, my Father Christmas. I was imagining that I met him, in
the sky, over the clouds. I was dreaming that he took me in his
sleigh…I was sharing this unique moment with him, I was seeing the
world like he sees it. It was marvelous…
Little by little, I
began to fall asleep, in my world of this fairy tale…
In this scary atmosphere, there was an innocent
little girl, feeling happiness in her dreams…
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THE STRANGER
by Dean Fiacco
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The tall stranger walked into the saloon with
the swagger of a practiced gunslinger. He wore a round frayed cowboy
hat pulled down to conceal his face, which turned as it surveyed the
room. He had a long tattered leather coat, on the sleeve of which
hung a dusty woman’s scarf a memento of some long-lost romance.
Riding on the hips of his wool pants hung two Winchester .45’s. The
grips were worn smooth, and the whole bar could see that these guns
had seen a lot of action. His boots clicked as he walked towards the
bar. One of the men at a card-table was unable to take anymore of
this tall stranger’s incredible arrogance, strutting in as if he
owned the place. The man shouted, “Hey bud you can’t just walk into
my bar like God Almighty. Who the hell are you?” Heads around the
room nodded in assent. The stranger turned his cold gray eyes, like
chips of ice, onto the man. No one saw it happen, but in the blink
of an eye the speaker was on the ground with a smoking hole in his
chest. By the time they looked up, the man’s twin .45’s were both in
their holsters! Whispers circled around the room as the man resumed
his journey towards the bar. He asked for rum and paid in gold,
which was unheard of. Gold hadn’t been seen in these parts for the
better part of 10 years! The whispers grew to a dull roar as people
talked about this stranger, who was faster than a bullwhip and rich
too. Drink in hand, the stranger proceeded to sit down at an empty
table. Behind him another man who was working on his fifth gin,
decided to play at being the hero. He pointed his gun at the back of
the stranger’s head. At the faint click of the hammer, the stranger
threw himself sideways out of his seat. The weapon’s sharp report
crackled in the air, and the bartender slumped over onto the bar. A
split-second later another shot sounded, and the would-be hero
joined the card player on the floor, albeit missing a chunk of his
head. The stranger sat down casually, pulled out a cigarette and
began to puff. People again began to whisper ,this time their voices
edged with fear. “This guy ain’t human,” whispered an old man.
“Satan’s sent him to punish us all,” exclaimed an old woman, her
voice rank with fear. The stranger smiled under his hat as the
whispers reached his ears. He puffed thoughtfully in his chair,
smoky figures coalescing around his weather-beaten face. Suddenly
that tanned, cracked face crinkled in surprise. The gunslinger
clutched at his chest, than slumped to the floor, dead. A crowd
gathered round, and calloused, working hands reached out to touch
the corpse. No one could believe he was dead. One of the men said,
“Hey lets get this guy down to Jim’s.” Jim was the town doctor, and
a mighty good one at that. Putting the body onto a homemade litter
made from a broken table, they carried him down the dusty streets
towards Jim’s house. A crowd gathered in the streets as the story
spread, gaining momentum with each telling, so that by the time they
had reached Jim’s porch, people were talking about how a fiery demon
had appeared in the bar and shot the two men down with 2 flaming
revolvers. Jim came out to look at the body. To no one’s surprise he
was pronounced dead. The matter might have been left at that, but
when the doctor heard the story he became curious and decided to
perform an autopsy on the spot. He began in the chest cavity where
witnesses had seen the man clutching shortly before he died, and it
didn’t take long before the cause of death was discovered. It was
hard to miss. People had been talking about how some demon had
possessed him and eaten his heart and other such stories. However,
the truth was much more mundane. The doctor found what remained of
the man’s lungs. It was hard to believe that he had breathed through
these tar encrusted lumps that were blacker than night. “It was a
wonder he lived even this long,” commented Jim. “Funny,” said
another man, “Funny that the deadliest killer this day ain’t some
swaggerin’ sharpshooter, but a tiny cigarette.”
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Summer Time
by
Amadou Konteye |
Bright yellow rather than gold
Light mellow wind rather than cold
It is the time of the year when school is no longer
Cooler than the pool
Every single kid acts like a fool
I stand with a backpack full of school tools waiting
After the sun for more fun
Hoops and dinner full of chicken soup.
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Why Me? An excerpt
by Crystal Morales
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Why me? Why did I have to be a victim to this hideous unbeatable
monster? I was just going through some problems with Ray. He was
getting me frustrated. Not letting me go out or have any friends. He
never let me do anything but stay home and watch the kids or go to
work. He always goes out with his friends from work, and I just
wanted to do the same!
So one
night I got all dressed up, called two of my associates from work,
and invited them to go to a bar to have some drinks. I left with
Ronnie around 9:30 p.m. We got at the bar around 10:15 p.m. Sally
had to go home because her husband called her and told her to hurry
on home. So it was just Ronnie and I. I had so many drinks. Ronnie
was getting scared. She told me to stop drinking but I just didn’t
care. Drinking was making me not worry about how bad Ray had been
treating me. Especially since I had left the kids home with a
babysitter. I asked for another drink and when it came, Ronnie
grabbed it away from me. I grabbed it back and called her “ B****. ”
She got
really upset and left me at the bar without a ride home. I got
really frustrated and began to drink even more. That’s when I met
John. He came and introduced himself to me. He was really nice and
charming with his flirtatious comments. He asked what had happened
between my friend and me because he had seen us arguing. I explained
the situation to him and that I didn’t have a ride to go back home,
so he offered to drive me home. He seemed really sweet so, I said, “
why not?” He had a white Cadillac pickup.
I told him
my address and he began to drive. He offered me a beer and I took
it. A few minutes later while we were on the road I felt really
sleepy, but I could still tell that he was driving the wrong way. I
looked over at him and his face seemed really blurry, like a mirror
in a steam room.
I fell
asleep, and when I woke up we were at Edge Point. That was the place
where all the high school students would go to make out, since it
was in the middle of nowhere. I got really scared. My heart felt
like as if it were a train trying to pop out of my chest. Then he
carried me out of the car into a small hut near by….
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As I stand
here looking out of my window and into the yard, I’m realizing
something. I’m not actually going to die, because I died that night
when I met John. He took away my security and trust for others. He
killed my emotions and soul. The only thing that has kept me alive
this long is my children. Arieta and Ricardo. I’ll always love you.
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Remembrance
by Jack Pollock
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When the sun flickers
Through thin rounded
leaves
Before the clamoring
And engines howling
My grandfather and I
take steps
Our shoes submerged in
gentle dew
He bends down
Extending his arm
Holds a ball and a tee
Resting between two
long tapered fingers
Thumb trapping the
ball
Punctures the firm
grass
Weathered ball now
sits
Upright on the
standing tee
A cool breeze disrupts
the branches
Causing thin white
strands of my grandfather’s hair
To fly wildly
My club sweeps back
like a broom
Then swiftly down
Breaking air
Impact releases a
high-pitched ping
I watch patiently
Ball suspended in
stiff air
Bounces three times
Then skids across
green carpet
Like a jet ski through
a calm lake
I glance over at the
smile that stretches over his tired face
His deep blue eyes
gleaming
I feel the slight
pressure
Of five fingers
against my back
Now that’s how to
hit em!
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Hanging
by Abi Sayre
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Outside my window
A loose flower petal,
Broken from its stem
This pointe shoe is not for dancing
At least not anymore
It is the breath on the back of my neck
A steady reminder to do better
To have determination
To have heart
The pointe shoe is my mother
Not just because of the way the laces fall
Curled and loose like the strands of her hair
Not only because of the silky surface
Smooth and elegant like her face
The light from the sky and
The pink of the shoe
Sparkle and dance on the bedroom wall
Almost as gracefully as she once did
Dancing to the beat of her heart
That told her
This is what you want to do
And this is what she was going to do
When I am a lost deer in a snowstorm
Or when I find the star I want in my pocket
And my heart’s song amplifies
That pointe shoe,
The one that supported the foot
Of a girl with a dream
Dances for me
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About Me
By Michael Wang
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Now I am at Kent, but I don’t know where my soul is, because
I have time to think of Taiwan family and friends. Although I don’t
make conversation with you, I will practice hard, until I’m as good
as everybody. Sometimes I want to say something to everybody, but I
can’t, so I have to do something special to let everybody know me.
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I see the picture,
the man is very sorrowful, all the scenery is very sorrowful. I see
dead leaves and a tree. I see the man dig the sad sad rock.
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In the rain!
In the rain, I have
romantic sense perception. Because I have emotions…Something to do
with the rain, they occur. Lover’s likeness in the rain, meet or
separate.
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The Matador
by Tyler Kuzniewski T.A.
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Antonio Ordonez, Pamplona’s most revered bullfighter stands in the
middle of the ring looking as pristine and handsome as if he was on
the red carpet. He is a tall, dark-skinned, muscular man, with
jet-black, slicked back hair. He has a shiny, gold necklace with a
quarter-sized medallion around his neck that seems to blind the
entire crowd. He is dressed flawlessly, with shiny green pants with
an elaborate sequence decoration draped across his thighs. His
pants are fitted very high and tight around his waist, almost
symbolizing the very serious and business-like decorum that Ordonez
presents before he is ready for battle…
I stand there in the middle of the ring, tens of
thousands of people chanting my name after I repeatedly slashed the
bull down to the last pump of his massive heart. Just before he was
ready to charge me with one last heroic dash, I looked into his eyes
and I saw it. Behind all of the anger, hurt, violence, frustration,
I saw his fear. The bull was scared to die; he was absolutely
frightened because he had acknowledged the notion that his life was
hanging by a thread. The bull knew that he needed to conjure up all
of his might in order to make one final rush and keep himself
alive. This is where my realization had become as clear as day.
I have been a bullfighter for as long as I can
remember, and because everyone around
Spain knew me
as a prodigy, I was just thrown into the ring just expected to wow
the crowd. Throughout all of those years, all of those bullfights,
all of those supporters coming to watch me, and all of those dead
bulls; this one fight was the fight that turned me into a man.
I realized that what I do for a living is
absolutely worthless. In essence, I get paid to murder brilliant,
beautiful animals. Beneath all of the fame, glory, and money what I
do is nothing, but the slaughter of innocent animals in front of
thousands of strangers for entertainment. Realization conquers all
innocence. It turns the immature into mature and it makes those who
are naïve become aware. This is the realization that changed my
life. Suddenly my profession was no longer about me, or about the
fans that came to watch this spectacle. It was man versus beast;
both beings fighting for their lives in order to give people their
money’s worth. These words trickled through my brain for the next
couple of seconds and almost made me vomit. But instead of leaving
my insides on the floor in front of the massive arena, my body went
into a sudden shock.
The bull realized this, let out one more smoky
breath from his flaring nostrils, hoofed the dusty arena floor twice
with his monstrous front leg, and began to charge. By the time the
bull was halfway between me and the point at which he started, I
snapped right back into my surroundings. It felt like I had been in
a coma for two years, and was abruptly thrown into the middle of
oncoming traffic. A role-reversal had just come into play where I,
for the first time actually feared for my life. I had never been
put into a position like this, and now in a matter of seconds my
life would be over. As the bull lowered his horns to buck me, I
went to make my move, but clumsily lost my footing as I went to
pivot. I saw the bull’s eyes get as big as tennis balls. At this
same moment I saw the entire crowd focus their attention on me like
they always have, but now for a very different reason.
In these minuscule milliseconds I processed so many
thoughts that had never crossed my mind before. I thought maybe I
should die because I have been nothing to society. I have lived a
selfish and lavish life for as long as I have been a bullfighter.
As I slipped on the gravel floor I felt a steaming sensation like a
hot poker piercing my right bicep, I knew this had to be the bull’s
razor sharp horn stabbing my muscle. Luckily, I was able to switch
my sword into my left hand and swung it with all of the anger and
frustration that had been eating at me, I shattered the bull’s hind
leg through the bone. As I fell from my feet, I could hear the
thunderous thud of the bull colliding the ground and the electric
cheer of thousands of people cheering my miserable glory. As I
looked up into the crowd, I saw a young boy not knowing whether to
cry or cheer. He nearly saw a grown man brutally slaughtered by an
animal, but instead he saw a man almost lose his arm and a bull lose
his leg. This allowed me to grasp how easily my performances play
with the emotions of those watching me. I am a hero to all of those
families who come and watch me perform on the grandest stage in
Spain.
It is all I have ever known how to do and I think it is all I ever
will know.
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Night Poem
by Elana Bell
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It must be a kind of madness
standing under a
silver birch
the hour just past
twilight
trying to translate
the way this
particular tree sounds
Is it a rustle?
Not exactly
A whisper almost human
how it speaks
Walking away offers no
relief
The ferns wave
No
they lift
Every image that
crosses
my vision must be
explained
The soda can
in the grass
a crystal eye
The way light
tickles water
That tree
swishing still
Is that right?
And so on
into the night
I’ll
never sleep |
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